chimbleysweep posting in lavenderdiary
24 May, 1984
I feel so numb. Jack doesn’t even know how to act around me. He tiptoes. He knows I’m angry and he knows he fucked up and now whatever time we have left is going to be spent acting like enemies.
How am I supposed to cope with this? We were perfect! We had everything we needed and the potential for so much more and now it’s gone. Gone gone gone gone gone!