14 MARCH, 1983
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lavenderdiary
14 March, 1983
Auditions for the Upper School were today. Made it, of course.
Sometimes I sit and wonder if Jack and I can really last. We’ve been dating for about three-and-a-half months, which is rather long in terms of teenage fancies, but short in terms of real relationships, and I can’t help but think ahead to next year at this time. Will we grow apart? Will his friends cause him to create a rift with me? Will he give into the peer pressure and leave me? Will he cheat? Will I grow tired of him (how impossible)? Will he grow tired of me? Will he become too embarrassed to stand being my boyfriend?
These questions leave me feeling quite unhappy. I’m not one to worry too terribly about things but I worry now because I’m so happy with him and I don’t want it to change. I’m afraid of change.
